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rossa come la porpora che infiamma il mattino
Originally uploaded by Red Beetle now in Saarbrücken
Ich könnte das beste glücklichste Leben führen, wenn ich nicht ein Tor wäre.
This quote from “the Sufferings of Young Werther” describes pretty well how I feel sometimes – so many people who love me, and yet so little peace in my heart.
I know what love is about – and if it hurts you it is not love
Originally uploaded by Red Beetle now in Saarbrücken
to be honest – I don’t miss anything at all. I just want to stay here.
Or maybe I have such life hunger that I don’t want to look back. It’s not about regretting my italian life – it’s more about loving Erasmus and Germany and everything.
I sometimes think about the moment I’ll leave and wonder how sad I am going to be. I feel some kind of pre-fear of the moment I’ll have to say goodbye everyone. Someone is leaving already at the end of July.
My room is totally schmutzig right now – but es geht, I am going to putzen later. Shelves are messy and there are various posters on the wall. My favorite one is Wanderer am Nebelsee.
I habe Lust zu fotografieren. Portraits. I’d so much like some sun, and sitting on the grass like last Sunday. How many wonderful things are yet to come? I’m like the flower growing out of the soil – letting itself being caressed by the rays of the sun
Universitaet des Saarlandes
Originally uploaded by Red Beetle
and I’m here in the end.
done my last exam more than a month ago.
waiting now for the start of the semester… a really lazy academic year until now!
there’s so much sun tha it bleaches the sky, as you can see.
I love the niversity it’s all green grass and trees and brown buildings
e noi come le bolle siamo scoppiati
Originally uploaded by Red Beetle
finished my exams! but the feeling of quietness and satisfaction I was waiting for didn’t arrive.
Chocolate Indecency
Originally uploaded by sonykus
I read somewhere that it’s better to write down your personal goals and fraction them into small everyday achievements… yesterday I have fulfilled one: I passed an exam! 
This brings me closer to my final goal which is to pass at least three exams before going to Saabruecken There is just one left!
And in case you’re wondering, another goal is to go to Starbucks and have hot creamy coffee like the one you see in the photo
love
Originally uploaded by Nugget.!~
I need to know what to do to get these ovely pastel colors with photoshop. It’s gonna be my 2009 goal – together with finishing my first year exams. I have one tomorrow, by the way. And I feel bored to the bones.
I was bored so I clicked on the Stumblr button. This site was loaded and I wrote “oh love when will you come” and when the page refreshed -mygod- someone had written “just wait love will find u” Amazing! 
Cristina |
Passable |
Passable |
Not Fit for Society |
Passable |
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have not been posting for a while, thought I could announce that I’m alive. And I’ma a graduate, yep.
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Brezsny says: “The bad news is that you are, metaphorically speaking, in jail. The good news is that a recent visitor sneaked you the key to the locked door of your cell. The weird news: You have not yet realized that you have the means to escape, since your visitor did not actually tell you that the key is hidden inside a certain thing he or she left behind. The great news is that I’m here to inform you about the situation. Once you locate the key, Scorpio, slip your hand between the iron bars so you can fit the key into the keyhole from the front. It won’t work from behind.”
I do feel in a cage – because I want to do a lot of things but I can’t and I feel frustrated. Maybe the key is using my skills for something which I can truly do instead of craving the impossible.
