going nuts

how can I keep up like this? I don’t want to end up screaming like crazy as PJ Harvey does in this song. 😦

Oh my lover
Don’t you know it’s alright ?
You can love her
You can love me at the same time
Much to discover
I know you don’t have the time but
Oh my lover
Don’t you know it’s alright ?

Oh my sweet thing
Oh my honey thighs
Give me your troubles
I’ll keep them with mine
Take at your leisure
Take whatever you can find but
Oh my sweet thing
Don’t you know it’s alright ?

It’s alright
It’s alright
There’s no time
So it’s alrigh-igh-ight

What’s that color
Forming around your eyes
Once my lover
Tell me that it’s alright
Just another
Before you go…go away
Oh my lover
Why don’t you just say my name ?

And it’s alright
Say it’s alright
There’s no time

it’s over

[it’s over. it never started. we will never know how it would have been. we will lay together in the world of dreams]

The doctor says I eat too much junk food which damages my skin. I’m having fresh vegetables at lunch and dinner now, they don’t suck as much as before beacuse I add sauce but I would rather not eat them.
It’s odd how the more I hate things and try to avoid them the more I attract them! Don’t mind me and my bad English, I’m just feeling unlucky these days.

Exams are coming and I don’t feel like studying. I read and re read the same passages over and over again. i don’t see what I have to struggle against. I’ve done a lot this year, these few last days won’t improve much my learning.

Great concert last Wednesday – the singer’s strong voice is still in my head: Volami accanto, solca il tempo, bevi l’immenso soffio eterno… my friends were taking pictures all around me… really a great night