Chocolate Indecency

Chocolate Indecency

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I read somewhere that it’s better to write down your personal goals and fraction them into small everyday achievements… yesterday I have fulfilled one: I passed an exam! 🙂 This brings me closer to my final goal which is to pass at least three exams before going to Saabruecken 🙂 There is just one left!

And in case you’re wondering, another goal is to go to Starbucks and have hot creamy coffee like the one you see in the photo 🙂

summer session

just trying to study and get some concentration and chewing on the skin around my thumbs… June and July have always been this bad since two years!!! that’s why the time I dedicate to reading has lessened. Hoffmann’s stories have been on the bedside table for a month by now.
I wonder where I’m gonna be in a year. The people I’m going to meet. The problems I will have overcome.
goodbye my faithful reader. 😉

it’s over

[it’s over. it never started. we will never know how it would have been. we will lay together in the world of dreams]

The doctor says I eat too much junk food which damages my skin. I’m having fresh vegetables at lunch and dinner now, they don’t suck as much as before beacuse I add sauce but I would rather not eat them.
It’s odd how the more I hate things and try to avoid them the more I attract them! Don’t mind me and my bad English, I’m just feeling unlucky these days.

Exams are coming and I don’t feel like studying. I read and re read the same passages over and over again. i don’t see what I have to struggle against. I’ve done a lot this year, these few last days won’t improve much my learning.

Great concert last Wednesday – the singer’s strong voice is still in my head: Volami accanto, solca il tempo, bevi l’immenso soffio eterno… my friends were taking pictures all around me… really a great night

Bad dreams

I had two bad dreams last night. They left a sense of fear within me.

In the first one a friend of mine drove a car right into the sea and then we got out of the car and went for a swim with everyone else. But there were vampires in the water, with their eyes black and their skin white and long black dresses, and when the sun set and light disappeared they raised out of the water and bit everyone. It was frightening. Why do I always have to dream about horror coming out of the water?

In the second dream I was in a village where people helped me but then it turned out that they wanted to trap me. So I ran away in the woods and they got after me…

okay next time I won’t eat so much before going to bed.

Back to reality… I’m happy because my exams had satisfying results. Despite my fears. 🙂 And I wrote and handed in the final essay about the apprenticeship at the bookshop. It’s easier to write it than to do it! It took me a few days to invent… erm… collect everything about this experience and write it on Word and print it and have it signed by the professor.